Name: Saso
Location: Egypt
About me: If you are here then read it till the end. I'm an ordinary Egyptian girl, with lots of concederation of my country and my Dearest contenent Africa. I love million thing hate million thing wanna change million thing. This love-hate relationship is attending with me all over my life. I'm a GEMINI with all the cool sides, bad sides, funny sides and loony sides of a gemini
تلعبوا معانا
Finding Neverland
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الآن، بعدكِ... عند قافية مناسبةٍ
ومنفى، تُصلح الأشجارُ وقفتها وتضحك
إنه صيف الخريف... كعُطلةٍ في غير
موعدها، كثقبٍ في الزمان، وكانقطاعٍ
في نشيدِ
الآن، بعدك... عند قافية ملائمة
ومنفى... تُصلح الأشجارُ وقفتها وتضحك
أَشتهيك وأشتهيك وأنت تغتسلين
عن بعدٍ، بشمسك. إنه صيف الخريف
كعطلة في غير موعدها. سنعلم أنه
إنه صيف الخريف يجيء من وقت إضافيٍّ
فصلٌ يدافع عن ضرورته، وعن حُبّ
الآن، بعدك... عند قافية ملائمة
خرافيّ... سعيدِ
الشمس تضحكُ من حماقتنا وتضحك
لن أعود ولن تعودي
محمود درويش
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الدستور المصري
انـي هـويـتـك قـد جـري نـهـر ولـسـوف يجري بـاسـمـك الـنـهـر ايـاك ان تـتـراجـعـي لا لـن يـجـدي الـتـراجـع فـالـهـوي ... قـهـر عـبـد الـعـزيـز شـرف
It is said that we all influence at least 250 people in our lifetime. So each of us has the responsibility of leadership. And i say if you would realize what an influence you have, you would be filled with a mixture of feer and pride.. i mean how many times you found yourself in that scary situation a little kid is patterns after you , you find youself wondering am i meriting to be followed by a little child and what kind of influence i'll leave in his immaculate fresh soul
I thought i can get rid of this whole situation by acting like a little girl every time i meet my cousins , i feel panic when realize that day by day they look more like me.. same sarcastic comments same swift moves even the outer look for girls luckily not boys too !!
But in the last family gathering i anxiously realized that whether you know it or not, believe it or not, you're an influencer. Your opinions are listened to and acted upon. well that was scary enough to me i've tried to avoid weird actions and bizarre thoughts towards them and the worse was that i had to watch TV ,, well you say it's not that sad ? i had to eat my meals while sitting and had a nonstop chating for like a whole hour till my mouth got rigored
I have to admit that it felt amazing while watching my naive thoughts turning into the public openion here. They say that leadership is simply the ability to turn a dream into reality with and through the cooperation of other people. So i tried to calculate my suspended dreams it must be a million it started with thatAlbert Schweitzerthing and continued with me till present moment,, I have a dream by this moment of driving those kids home before they converted into zombies
Well we found a goal finally as a team or as a family, meet regularly we noticed that i had such an amazing influence at them in Don't watch TV more than 1/2 hour averting idiot transformance slogan
They told me exactly the words i was fear to hear from them " can we borrow some of your books saso ?"
Here i'm going to tell you my darkest side inside,, i can give all my money or time or whatever but to see one of my book's jackets pleating in a childs hands is completely unbearable
So i've been there in that situation of we won't take a no for an answer i had a conflict between sentiment and duty like in Greek tragedies but the only choice i had was that, i said farewell to my books , for sure as i know i'll never see those books again at least not in one piece , in a piece of paper i wrote down titles of my babies to reget them i was irritated but acting like a cool cousin who don't mind losing her baby books as i call them.
Before falling asleep i had a little chat with me, i oddly realized that i'm not angry or sad i'm kind of proud that my little cousins want to be just like me.
Scared but proud that was my feeling when i felt asleep .
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At 7:12 PM,
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Donald & mickey !!! i do read those stuffs but they don't
i wish i had a scanner now to let u see da list i made to reget
here's some of them - the most painfull ones- look
- Icschules Greek plays
- The teen for Distofisky.. i went mad when he touched da cover
- mein kampf i don't know how they gonna read it
- e7m e7m Madame Bovary unluckily i couldn't get it back from her little hands
the rest i can get them back Icschules i can't get it back they told me so i meant to buy them again not take back from those gangs -
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At 2:39 AM,
3arfah,elmoshkela mesh fe el za7ma ,maho el mowaslat kollha za7ma ,,,mesh gedeeda ya3ny !! el3`areeb fe el mawdoo3 el nas elly betbosslek men el microbus deeh lamma tes2aleeh enta raye7 fain !!! bgd bassa 3`areeba awiiiiiii..mesh 3aref a sababha fe3lan !!!! anyway..thx alot for ur nice comment I m Sharif ..and I ve already added u to my favorites !!!! dont forget to check my page every now and then !!! nice 2 meet u !
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At 11:55 AM,
Here are some links that I believe will be interested
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At 7:14 PM,
Interesting website with a lot of resources and detailed explanations.
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nice stuff, however, i got a question, what is these books you have that inspired your (childish) cousins to read it?, now plz don't tell that it is Donald Duck and Micky Mouse!!!
to have someone inspired by you and to get inspired by someone is - typically - like a buy and sell process, it happens around the 24 hrs, 7 days a week, since Adam and Eve...